Finally!!!! i am BACK HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
It's good to be BACK!!!! ehem.... sorry :3
I lie that pic- oh well she's just from elementary-
and me and she does not fit >,< oh well......
I am..... whatever i don'T feel normal- just hyper....
I finally had ,my hand on this cp! i am sooooo doomed,
playing the alto recorder is so hard, i'm telling you i'm doomed :F
i don't know why i chose to play that :p silly me.
I went to the immigration to renew my passport..... it's
boooooooooooooooooooring, like
gooooooooooooooooooogle- joking.....
I'll say tatatata! and maybe tomorrow again :)
xxXWhiteRoseXxx
10:16 PM
That's so touching of you. And the friendster thingy that was pretty weird :o.....
I know we can't see the future and i can sense you are afraid!
well don't be coz no matter what we'll always remember you and love you friend :)
even if the time has come new life will be born.
Even though mela rested, i know she still loves you and is always there for you....
coz you were there when the time she needed you most.... must..... hold ...... tears........
must.............. ahhh......
I know you are so hurt, it's really hard to give up, but the thread of life had been
cutted and her soul now rests in heaven. I'll pray for her today before i sleep :)
Take care :)
xxXWhiteRoseXxx
10:06 PM
gem i just wnt to say that i love you and i will always be your friend. im saying this before its too late. i wnt to express my love to my friends while there's still time. because you'll never know what happens tomorrow. "NOBODY SEES THE FUTURE!" and we dont even know if there's really tomorrow. so i want to say that i care while im alive and your alive too. always take care!
i love you grace! i love you mics! i love you alyssa! i love you jil! i love you drei!
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!
Akemi Agura
1:03 AM
the doctors said that her sickness was inborn. it was saturday, JANUARY 8, 2005, i called at their house because i just love to talk with her. then her brother said that she was rushed in the ICU because her blood vessel in the brain exploded and went to comma. i went to the hospital and saw her lying in the bed with a respirator supporting her respiration. the doctor said that their was a very little chance for her survival because her brain stopped giving orders to her body and when the respirator is taken off she will immediately die. JANUARY 9-11, 2005 i went to the hospital to look at her condition hoping that there will still be hope. and on JANUARY 11 , i left the hospital at 3:12 pm and went home. at the morning of JANUARY 12 i left for school and i was wondering why my friend Pinky was waiting for me at the door. she was there in the hospital yesterday and stayed longer than me. she told me that when i left the hospital at exactly 3:15 pm of JANUARY 11, 2005 Mela gave up her life. i just couldn't accept the fact she is gone and i was really lonely.........i'm sorry gem that i didn't see your message in neopets its because i was in no mood to use the internet.
but here was what creeped us all, melody a friend of mine logged in to friendster on JANUARY 11, 2005 and saw that "cherry" (the friendster account of mela) was last logged in on JANUARY 11, 2005. but we didn't bother anymore it may be an error. just check it out if you like. im sure that the last log in is JANUARY 13, 2005.
Akemi Agura
2:35 AM
Oh, I'm very sorry to hear that... :( but.... why???
:(( I give my condolences and may her soul rest in peace.
It's so hard to knowsomeone just passed, coz, it won't be the same...
but there's always new life when there is death.
Why did she died?
xxXWhiteRoseXxx
1:41 AM
my best friend just died this JANUARY 11, 2005. Her name is Melanie S.
Avila... she's my bestfriend, and she was really nice and bubbly. i hope i get
over her soon...after all life goes on though its really hard to go on....
Akemi Agura
2:37 AM
Tests from
Tickle
What Color Is Your Aura?
We don't need a psychic to tell us that you're giving off a Gold vibe. You couldn't ask for a better color — a glistening gold aura is as good as it gets. A lively blend of yellow and orange, gold people are happy, playful, energetic, sensitive, and generous. Always up for adventure, you'd give a friend in need the shirt off your back. You're spiritual, too — all those halos in old paintings aren't colored gold by coincidence. Almost childlike in the carefree, joyful way you live your life, you're popular and outgoing with your large circle of friends. Chances are you're so full of light and energy that you sometimes find it hard to sit still and chill out. Instead, you're constantly looking for excitement, no matter how risky or impulsive the occasion. Happy-go-lucky and always laughing, you truly are as good as gold.
uh, huh... ok fine ....
xxXWhiteRoseXxx
11:24 PM
Oh well, I'm BORED :P
So i took some quizzes !
:)
you represent the dreams in life. you are laid back
and also dream alot.
What part of life do you represent? ( AWESOME anime pics ^_^)
brought to you by Quizilla
ok :)
Your Hidden Power Is Water
You have a rather calm soul, but when tempted
will get pissed off at those who bug you. You
do whatever you can in your powers to help
those of your allies and have a okay taste for
human kind, but you find them rather annoying
on occasions.
Gem Stone: Saphire,
Eye Color:Ice
Blue,
Hair Color:Dark Blue that's long
that goes to your waist.
Quote:If you wait for me
Then I'll come for you. Although I've travelled
far, I always hold a place for you
In my heart. If you think of me, If you miss me
once in a while, Then I'll return to you. I'll
return and fill that space in your heart
What Is Your True Hidden Power? .::Beautiful Anime Pics::.
brought to you by Quizilla
cool! :) i love that QUOTE!!!!!!
Your inner soul is calling for help! You always
seem so depressed, lonely, and feel like an
outsider. You may have a cold, sad exterior,
but in all reality you are hurt inside and
bottling up all of your anger. Everyday you
wonder why are you still here when there is
nothing left? You use to once be a happy,
loving soul, but it was damaged by 'them' and
seems like it never can be fixed again.
However, you have yet seemed to realise that
there are people out there that deeply care for
you. They secretly have a thing for you because
they find you to be dark, mysterious, and full
of secrets, not to mention being the prettiest
person in the world! You like to enjoy your
time by yourself expressing your feelings
through forms of art, and enjoy nice quiet
scenaries that just dazzle your mind with awe.
Your bedroom is basically your sanctuary where
you can hide out, hidden from those who gave
you all of the pain. Try to loosen up and have
some fun! Never start frowning because you
never know who's falling in love with your
smile :)
What Is Your Inner Soul Trying To Say? (With Pics)
brought to you by Quizilla
ok... who took 'THAT' quiz ? (?.?)
You are Relaxed
You have this constant feeling inside that says
that everything will be alright. Calm cool, you
invented the Chill Pill! (WHAT?!)Whenever
there's a problem you don't spaz out, that's
why people come to you for advice because
you're really reliable. Not many people have
the aura of calmness that follows wherever you
go. Whenever people are around you, they loosen
up, relax, just by being near you! Your motto
is 'Sit back and relax'. Stay the way you are,
because you rarely get stressed out! Please
Rate!
What's The Girl Inside of You? .:BEAUTIFUL Anime Pics:. (FIXED once more!)
brought to you by Quizilla
That's a joke... right????
You love to love and don't care who knows.
Sometimes you go over board but sometimes it's
not always a good over board. You believe in
the love at first sight deal but sometimes
that's not always good.
How much do you love? GOOD PICS
brought to you by Quizilla
ok :P
Your dark side is centered around Pain. You feel
you want to scream and cry, want to leave this
place and run away from everything but you
can't, you are trapped inside your head and
there is no way out. All you want is a
beautiful unique mind just like you, can listen
and understand so you can full your world with
happiness and peace. You will find what you
want when you simplify your life and stop
looking to the dark side.
What is the center of your dark core? (updated)
brought to you by Quizilla
ok.. i like her wings :D
xxXWhiteRoseXxx
2:12 AM
>>hey everyone!! sorry i was really busy 2 blog. anywayz, i got sum gud news. my periodical tests were high. guess wat i got the highest score in english 99/100, although my math wasn't really high 79/100. it was really hard but i tried my best and i got gud results. my new year was incomplete becoz our family wasn't complete on the new year. but it was really fun! ther wer mny fireworks and we sang karaoke. i hope that you had a fine new year 2. mine was fine, HAPPY NEW YEAR MEG!!!
>>new links: try
http://www.animetribe.com
a friendster lyk network, but full of anime
Akemi Agura
7:36 PM
In Japan, they celebrate christmas...
some people put christmas lights on their houses, wreaths
and christmas trees. They give gifts and says
'Merry Christmas'- to me
Christmas is cool, I expected gifts in christmas...
and fun! of course- but it's not really great.
My mother used to tell me Christmas here is not so
good at all... but it's nice though.
I thought in New Year... maybe it's not gonna be that good-
well ... I was wrong.
So days passed New year was nearer and nearer.
I had never thought of new year here...
I didn't know the 'wishing in the temple' things
or the 'money giving' things - what's it called again?
Dou... aaah X< I forgot. My aunt, my aunt's friend, my mom's friend
and my cousin gave my and my sister envelopes- that's the money
giving thingy.Honestly... well not to brag about it but
I got about 19 thousand and the money my mom gave me there
my sis got 12...i think. I actually don't know how to ya know
manage. if i should keep it or save it or spend it.
We went to 'eiden' to buy my sister a new piano.
On the first floor was the games section- there i saw the
'Psp' and 'GBA' and 'play station' and 'nintendo ds'
I played PSP it's soooo cool, so is 'Nintendo Ds'- i call it
touch :p silly me- coz the advertisement says-'TOUCH- nintendo ds'
and then a song by 'utada hikaru' - "I still remember the ways that you
touch me" well that's it. I tried to think which should i buy PSP
or Ds... i ended buying Ds for 14 thousand and 980 yen... well it's not all my
money my sis gave 7 and mine 8.
Now i know New year here- then I'll be staying for
new year :p j/k!!!!!
xxXWhiteRoseXxx
8:33 PM
Happy New Year!
Well my new year is happy and not so happy. I wished that
the war be over and of course i wished that the tsunami victims
will be safe and the tsunami will be over.
I also wished for a laptop... :D
and I wished for good health for me, my family and my friends....
I got my wishy wishy 4 x-mas: boots... i'm happy, hope
some of you got your wishes too!
xxXWhiteRoseXxx
8:28 PM
